me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy
me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me
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- me: I'm going to talk about a thing that's been bothering me!
- me, immediately after talking about the thing: this was a Mistake
having body hair annoys me but removing body hair also annoys me and also life, life annoys me
concept: you think about me more than you’d like and you smile to yourself every time, you always miss me when i’m not around.
People scare me. They change their minds so quick. One moment it’s “I love you” and “you make me happy” and the next it’s “I’m not sure anymore” and “this isn’t what I want.”
(via kalories2)
My uncle’s sugar daddy is sitting next to me, showing me pictures of his cat
There are sentences I expect to read and then there’s this
- someone: you were pretty good at that thing, why'd you stop doing it?
- me internally: I get extremely anxious when I think about doing something I might possibly succeed at because I base my self-worth on my achievements and other people's approval, I am afraid because I know I will never be able to live up to my own unrealistic expectations, I hate making mistakes because they make me feel worthless, I take negative feedback too personally, I feel immense guilt over not doing things that I've been avoiding which just makes me avoid them more, I feel ashamed and inadequate due to how difficult it is for me to stay committed to anything, I'm worried that I'll just end up disappointing myself and the entire world, and I am convinced that if I failed I would literally die.
- me externally: idk i guess i've just been kinda busy lol
my father told me once to never date anyone who talks smoothly around you from the start because if someone likes you they should be a little nervous and honestly i think that’s some of the best advice anyone has ever given me
i told my dad about this text post and he got so excited he teared up and then he said he felt like he just adopted forty thousand new children to share his wisdom with and he hopes all of you meet kind, sweet people he would be proud of